Monday, June 25, 2018

Every day is just another day in hel for me and my poor sick mother!

The torture never stops wether it's in winter, autumn, spring or summer the burning happens every day 7/7 all year round.

My mother well she's not just being burned but killed psychologically and emotionally with V2K (voice to skull) which is being used by the perpetrators to defecate their hate in her head.

And this too happens every day all day long, she suffers from her cancer, she suffers form the sickness caused by the relentless burning with dew's (directed energy weapons), she suffers from the psychological en emotional wounds that are being afflicted on a daily basis with V2K (voice to skull) in her head, she suffers from sleep deprivation because and many other afflictions caused by the hate of the faggot and his cronies.

And there is no reason for this madness other than hate and wickedness from the perpetrators, obviously torture is not going to change me into a fag, because this is what it's all about.


As explained in my pervious posts a sick and incredibly evil faggot has put me and my mother on the list of unwanted people or "dangers" to the government. 

I say this because I don't know exactly how these fucks manage to get innocent people on the torture bench.

They used lies and devilish tricks to get me in that black list and once I was in the torture began and this probably since 2000 perhaps even before that (probaly even before that). The faggot spreads lies wherever he can about me and he tranforms every person that he can into a rabbid dog.

My genitals are burned on a daily basis and so is my blatter prostate and instestines. The kidneys are burned and many other organs randomnly.

Were being coocked alive plain and simple and I'm being castrated slowly but surely while my mother is being killed in gruesome manner also slowly but surely.

We are in hell, deep in hell because of a fucking cock sucker, my mother suffers because this devil uses her as a punching bag and he does this just for amusent.

Obviously by torturing my mother I won't change into fag, he knows it and everybody else knows this, they torture without a goal or purpuse they do it as amusement.

I wonder what I can do to stop this madness, the threats, the insults, the provocations, the lies, they never stop.

Our enire neighborhood has been changed into one big zombie pond, where every person is another rabid dog on their leash, programmed and conditioned like mindless things.

Yes living corpses, who thrive on hating and doing evil to others, the only pleasure left for these abominations is to make innocents suffer.

I'm totally lost I get burned 7/7 there is nothing that I can do, they won't let me work and this I have proven this year: when I finally found a job they started to kill my mother.

I get burned for everything that I do and when i do nothing i get burned even more it's absolute madness and sensless hate.

It's like i'm living in a city that has been taken over by terrorists yes another type of al qaida: fanatics from te occult, devilworshippers and masons.

But the thing for which I get tortured the most is love, yes they won't let me search or look or even think about ladies without ramping up the torture.

And usually it is directed at my poor sick mother, the threat of eviction is ever looming but I don't care about that i'm still looking to find a nice and beautiful lady and this is enraging the faggot een more day by day.

Searching for help on the web isn't helping but then again where do you seek help against this form of torture?

That's the problem when you're dealing with something which is not officially recognized, I'm running in circles and all I can see on the streets are the haters and the perpetrators trying to fish me up.

It's hopeless if you read this and you think you might be able to help let me know by posting a comment it's free on this blog no need to sign in or anything.



Thursday, June 21, 2018

The sayings of Syrus Publius: my personal selected quotes!

My personal selected philosophical quotes of  Publius Syrus:


Tuesday, May 29, 2018

The nightmare continious without remorse.

The perpetrators are still burning my mother each day, as such she is not recovering and just lies on the couch from the pain day in day out.

She is dying a gruesome and painfull death and she realizes it these last days.

As of monday the perps decided to burn my right upper and under jaw completely, the pain is excruciating! It's like being hammered om my theeth and burned at the same time!

The pain travels through all the nerves and arteries as they are being damaged with ultra sounds.

Last night I could barely sleep at all, I am forced to take a very unhealthy painkiller to lessen the pain and I say carefully "lessen" the pain because it doesn't go away even with the painkiller!

With this being said my options are now 0, can't do anything with that kind of pain lingering in my entire right jaw.

These are truly black days for the both of us: me and my poor sick mother. And all this hate all this wickedness because of a motherfucking faggot who will not accept the fact that i'm not of his twisted kind.

Tuesday, May 22, 2018

Urgent call for help! My motther is being tortured to death and I don't know what I can do to stop the perpetrators.

Help needed urgently as the perpetrators are trying to kill my mother again.

Last winter in the end of the month of januari 2018 my mother had been tortured with DEW's to insane levels. As such she became paralyzed on the sofa and could barely eat or drink anything from the pain and internal organ damage, she lost weight considerably and had a thyroid storm with levels of 100 and above of TH4.

This because her throat had been burned severely during 14 days in a row.

Her spinal cord and many vital internal organs had been burned with Directed Energy Weapons (DEW) as well. During that period the perpetrators continued the harrasment and provocations on a daily basis while making fun of my mother's suffering.

This almost resulted in a fight with the excrements doing the harrasment. (mainly my pedophilic neighbour and his transvestites and all the other pedofiles in that homosexual brothel)

As of this weekend 20 may 2018 my mother is being hit to insane levels again just like in the winter, she is now almost paralyzed from the pain and she barely eats or drinks anything, she is dying to put it simply and it's a horrible way of dying. She's being tortured to death again by the homosexual murderous psychopath, this coward is again targeting my mother.

This comes a few days after I almost found a job after 10 years of unemployment, I have not renounced my search to find a nice lady and this is the cause of all the hate and cruelty which is directed against my mother. It's blackmail plain and simple, the torture never stopped it has just been scaled to previous levels since their attempt to kill my mother in winter time.

Tuesday, February 6, 2018

Location of the perpetrators

My name is Zaouali Youcef I am Algerian and live in Belgium since birth at Louis van Houttestraat 85 in 9050 Gentbrugge in Belgium with my sick mother.

My name is Zaouali Youcef and I am a victim of gangstalking and the use of DEW (directed Eneregy weapons) since 2000.

My mother is also a victim and her health is in a dire state because the perpetrators want to kill her.

The torture is relentless and inhuman the perpetrators are devilworshippers or masons and the instigator or the one who ordered the torture is a homoseksual psychopath and he is evidently also a devilworshipper and a criminal who likes to torture innocents.

The reason for the torture is very simpel, he wants me to become his sex slave and he wants me to become a rotten devilworshipper like hiimself and join whatever evil sect he preside.

The perpetrator has a lot of influence and power and money at his disposal so it wasn't very difficult for him to get a torture package against us.

Anyway my mother has been burned for more than a decade and now she is dying at home.

The only thing left for me that I can do is to make their location known wherever I can so here are the adresses of the perpetrators:

Belgium

9050 Gentbrugge
Louis van Houttestraat Nrs: 69A - 69B - 69C - 69D - 69E - 69F - 69G - 71 - 73 - 75 - 77 - 79A
83 - 87 - 89 - 91 - 95 - 98 - 88 - 82 - 80 - 78 - 76 - 74 - 72

9050 Gentbrugge - Oude Brusselse weg
14 - 12 - 10 - 16 - 18 - 20 - 22 - 24 - 26 - 28 -30
29 - 31 - 33 - 35

GPS coordinates for google earth as reference point
Louis van houttestraat 85 Gentbrugge 9050 which is my own adress:

N / 51°02'30.22" - O / 03°44'42.98"

I don't know if this will change anything but the criminals that are torturing us always threaten to put us on the street if I ever made their locations known.

So will it change anything I don't know but I don't intend to live with the regret that I could have done something to stop them and not doing it.

Ironically it might be already too late I should have done this in 2010 but fear, doubt the very idea to be homeless without anything to rely on caused me to be afraid.

And thus I became a coward who let his enemies get the best of him. No more of this now I'm going to care of those devils one way or another.

Saturday, December 23, 2017

My personal selected philosophical quotes and proverbs!

While being harassed and burned every day I took the time to read about philosophy. Currently I'm reading a book about Senaca and I also took the time to read quotes about other stoic philosophers like Marcus Aurelius, Epictetus ect...

For those of you not familiar with stoic philosophy I strongly recommend to visit this website:

How to be a stoic - collections  

But stoic philosophy is not the only topic I read about, I also took the time to read about proverbs and aphorisms. (An aphorism can be a terse saying, expressing a general truth or principle, or it can be an astute observation. An aphorism is spoken or written in a laconic and memorable form.)


Anyway here is a small list of proverbs, aphorisms and philosophical quotes which I gathered while reading different sources of quotes. (this list not complete and will be updated If I find the time and will to do so.)


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Philosophical quotes, proverbs and aphorisms:

  1. The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing
  2. The secret in happiness you see, is not found in seeking more but in developing the capacity to enjoy less
  3. Are you not ashamed of caring so much for the making of money and for fame and prestige, when you neither think nor care about wisdom and truth and the improvement of your soul
  4. Not all beautiful people are good but all good people are beautiful
  5. Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds
  6. What you get by achieving your goals is not as important as what you become by achieving your goals
  7. Vision without action is a daydream, action without vision is a nightmare
  8. In any situation the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing you can do is the wrong thing, the worst thing you can do is nothing
  9. Keep away from people that try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you too can become great.
  10. Whenever you find the whole world against you just turn around and lead the world
  11. Being defeated is a temporary condition, giving up is what makes it permanent
  12. First determine what the right thing to do is, then afterwords do it
  13. In matters of style swim with the current, in matters of principle stand like rock
  14. To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing
  15. Do first things first and second things not at all
  16. If you're going through hell keep going
  17. Understanding a question is half an answer
  18. From the deepest desires often comes the deadliest hate
  19. The one who oppresses others is always a coward
  20. Slander cannot destroy an honest man, when the flood recedes the rock is there
  21. The greatest hero is one who has control over his desires
  22. It is better to lose on principle than to win on lies
  23. There is no medicine for hate
  24. Hope for the best prepare for the worst
  25. He who puts up with insult invites injury
  26. Better a polite refusal than a worthless promise
  27. A straight enemy is better than a false friend
  28. He who doesn't find a little enough will find nothing enough
  29. Who gossips with you will gossip of you
  30. Watch out for the patient man's anger
  31. He who acts too friendly does not seek your affection, but something from you
  32. Worry gives a small thing a big shadow
  33. Running away can be shameful, but not when it evades annihilation
  34. I have no knowledge of myself as I am, but merely as I appear to myself
  35. There can be no doubt that all our knowledge begins with experience
  36. Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle
  37. What you do not desire for yourself do not to others
  38. The great man is he who still retains the innocent heart of a child
  39. One who loves will be loved by others, one who hates will be hated by others
  40. Mental punishment is a great crime, and it is hard to be proven
  41. I cannot teach anybody anything, I can only make them think. 
  42. The foolish undertake a trifling act and soon desist, discouraged; wise men engage in mighty works, and persevere.
  43. No one is more profoundly sad than he who laughs too much. 
  44. The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials.
  45. Who aims at excellence will be above mediocrity, he who aims at mediocrity will be far short of it.
  46. When a base fellow cannot vie with another in merit he will attack him with malicious slander. 
  47. A stranger who is kind is a kinsman, an unkind kinsman is a stranger. 
  48. There is not half so much danger in the desperate sword of a known foe, as in the smooth insinuations of a pretended friend.
  49. He travels safe and not unpleasantly who is guarded by poverty and guided by love.
  50. Pride is a vice which pride itself inclines every man to find in others and overlook in himself.
  51. By six qualities may a fool be known: anger without a cause, speech without a profit, change without motive, inquiry without an object, trust in a stranger and incapacity to indiscriminate between friend and foe.
  52.  Anger that has no limit causes terror and unseasonable kindness does away with respect. Be not so severe as to cause disgust, nor so lenient as to make people presume.
  53. He who intends to be a great man ought to love neither himself nor his own things, but only what is just, whether it happens to be done by himself or by another.
  54.  A man eminent in learning has not even a little virtue if he fears to practise it. What precious things can be shown to a blind man when he holds a lamp in his hand.
  55. Purpose without power is mere weakness and deception and power without purpose is mere fatuity.
  56. Riches disclose in a man's character the bad qualities formerly concealed in his poverty. 
  57. No man learns to know his inmost nature by introspection, for he rates himself sometimes too low, and often too high, by his own measurement. Man knows himself only by comparing himself with other men, it is life that touches his genuine worth.
  58. I never yet found pride in a noble nature nor humility in an unworthy mind.
  59. The man who listens not to the words of affectionate friends will give joy in the time of distress to his enemies.
  60. He who lives beyond his means forfeits respect and loses his sense. Wherever he goes he will be regarded as a knave and women will hate him. 
  61. Poverty without debt is independence.
  62. The best conduct a man can adopt is that which gains him the esteem of others without depriving him of his own.
  63. Two persons die remorseful: he who possesed and enjoyed not, and he who knew but did not practise.
  64. A man cannot posses anything that is better than a good wife or anything that is worse than a bad one.
  65.  A swan is out of place among crows, a lion among bulls, a horse among asses, and a wise man among fools.
  66. Books are pleasant but if by being over studious we impair our health and spoil our good humour, two of the best things we have, let us give it over. I, for my part, am one of those who think no fruit drived from them can recompense so great a loss. 
  67. How can we learn to know ourselves? By reflection, never, but by our actions. Attempt to do your duty, and you will immediately find what is in you. 
  68.  All confidence is dangerous unless it is complete, there are few circumstances in which it is not better either to hide all or to tell all. 
  69. It is well that there is no one without a fault, for he would not have a friend in the world: he would seem to belong to a different species. 
  70. He does not think too much of himself is much more steemed than he imagines. 
  71.  A bad man is as much pleased as a good man is distressed to speak ill of others. 
  72.  There is such a grateful tickling in the mind of a man in being commended that even when we know the praises which are bestowed on us are not our due, we are not angry witht the author's insincerity. 
  73. The fountain of content must spring up in the mind, and he who has so little knowledge of human nature as to seek happiness by changing anything but his own disposition will waste his life in fruitless efforts, and multiply the griefs which he purposes to remove. 
  74. Misantropy ariseth from a man trusting another without having sufficient knowledge of his character, and, thinking him to be truthful, sincere and honourable, finds a little afterwards that he is wicked, faithless, and then he meets with another of the same character. When a man experiences this often, and more particularly from those whom he considered his most dear and best friends, at last, having frequently made a slip, he hates the whole world, and thinks that there is nothing sound at all in any of them. 
  75. Neither live with a bad man nor be at enmity with him, even as if you take hold of glowing charcoal it will burn you, if you take hold of cold charcoal it will soil you.
  76. Fair words without good deeds to a man in misery are like a saddle of gold clapped upon a galled horse.
  77. It is a common remark that men talk most who think least, just as frogs cease their quacking when light is brought to the water-side.
  78. Vociferation and calmness of character seldom meet in the same person.
  79. Let us be well persuaded that everyone of us possesses happiness in proportion to his virtue and wisdom, and according as he acts in obedience to their suggestion. 
  80. All property which comes to hand by means of violence, or infamy, or baseness, however large it may be, is tainted and unblest. On the other hand, whatever is obtained by honest profit, small dough it be, brings a blessing with it.
  81. Words of blame from those who are hostile to a great man cannot injure him. The moon is not hurt when barked at by a dog.
  82. Faith is like love, it cannot be forced. Therefore it is a dangerous operation if an attempt be made to introduce or bind it by state regulations, for, as the attempt to force love begets hatred, so also to compel religious belief produces rank unbelief.
  83. The wicked have no stability, for they do not remain in consistency with themselves, they continue friends only for a short time, rejoicing in each other's wickedness.
  84. Behaviour is a mirror in which every one shows his image.
  85. Noble birth is an accident of fortune, noble actions characterizes the great. 
  86. Simplicity of character is the natural result of profound thought.
  87. When anyone is modest, not after praise, but after censure, then he really is so.
  88. Experience has always shown, and reason shows, that affairs which depend on many seldom succeed.
  89. Every gift, though small, is in reality great, if it be given with affection.
  90. Poverty is not dishonourable in itself, but only when it arises form idleness, intemperance, extravagance and folly.
  91. Stupidity has it's sublime as well as genius, and he who carries that quality to absurdity has reached it, which is always a source of pleasure to sensible people. 
  92. It is commonly a dangerous thing for a man to have more sense than his neighbours. Socrates paid for his superiority with his life, and if Aristotle saved his skin, accused as he was of heresy by the chief priest eurymedon, it was because he took his heels in time. 
  93. Men of genius are often dull and inert in society, as the blazing meteor when it descends to earth is only a stone. 
  94.  Avoid that friend if you are wise, who consorts with your enemies. 
  95. Whosoever lends a greedy ear to a slanderous report is either himself of a radically bad dispositionor a mere child in sense.
  96. Eminent positions make eminent men greater and little men less.
  97. No joy in nature is so sublimely affecting as the joy of a mother at the good fortune of a child.
  98. In character, in manners, in style, in all things, the supreme excellence is simplicity.
  99. In all companies there are more fools than wise men, and the greater part always gets the better of the wiser.
  100. It is a character of a simpleton to be a bore. A man of sense sees at once whether he is welcome or tiresome, he knows to withdraw the moment that precedes that in which he would be in the least in the way.


Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Things are going from bad to worse!

Our situation hasn't improved at all, the torture is ongoing en it is being ramped up lately. The perpetrators love to increase the torture during wintertime and most of all during Christmas and New Years Eve.

During 2017 I have actively searched for work everywhere to no avail, the perpetrators are hell bend on letting me earn anything in fact they are hell bent for letting me do anything at all aside from burning and suffering.

And suffer we did me and my poor sick mother because of homosexual devil and his followers. My mother is burned 7/7 with dew weapons: the perpetrators also steal money from her, shred her clothes steal all kinds of things or break them when they break in to our home at night. (happens regularly)

V2K (voice to skull) is used against my poor mother constantly to terrorize her, they do it constantly and mercilessly. The perpetrators insult her, curse against her, yell at her, let her hear people that are being killed and tortured ect...

It happens relentlessly 7/7 to such an extentd that after all these years of mental and emotional torture she has pretty much lost all of her sanity.

They turned everyone in this city (or pretty much everyone ) into a rabbid mindless zombie who's fully under their leash. The torture, the burning, the stalking it never stops.

As off lately they burned both of my ears relentlessly for almost two weeks, the result is a massive infection in both ears with a loss of hearing and feeling in some parts of my ears (externally and internally)

This has been added to the continious torture which is usually the use of dew weapons on my genitals, prostate blatter kidneys and the intestintal tract. I've been taking way too much painkillers during these last weeks but there is no other option for me.

The perpetrators burned my ears because I wanted to press charges against them and in the process I talked about the pedophilic nature of my neighboor to the police. Naturally the police refused the handle the complaint and they told me I should get mental help instead.

This is actually obvious since police and secret service are essentially the same thing but as I always say you won't know for sure until you try it right. However my pedophilic neighbour did request to the perpetrators to ramp up the burning as retaliation for exposing him to the police.

I can always post the location of the perpetrators on my website and see if this doens't help but the drawback is the high possibility of eviction form our home because of this. But then in the end the will evict us or kiss us eventually so it's worth a try I think.

This wouldn't be a problem if my mother was sane but years of mental torture have completely turned her in a vegetative state, she lives in her own world not in the real one anymore.

That's a very dangerous situation because she won't take the right decisions and that plays into the hands of our tormentors.

This is truly the darkest moemnt in our lives for both me and my mother.




Wednesday, March 22, 2017

As off now I decided to only post articles that are actually written by myself rather than just copying content...

It's just as the title is saying I'm not really in a situation where I can afford to be sued for copyright infringments...

Whether I will be able to achieve my goal of writing my own articles is another story as I am still a victim of torture with the use of DEW's and Gangstalking.

In other words I have more important things to think about especially this year.

I have no job, no internet access at home, and my life is a mess. The perpetrators are still killing my mother slowly on a daily basis.

Through those miserable 16 years I have never given in on their blackmail and I'm not going to give in to those criminal acts anytime soon.

This will ultimately lead to our eviction from our only home and to our deaths eventually. I honestly doubt I'll find anyone in this rotten country that has any hint of human decency.

I curse the  homosexual psychopath and his rotten accomplices to burn in hell for all eternity.   

Sorry to end this blog like this and thx for those of you have visited my blog. 

The links webpage is still available for whoever want to use it.